the secret love between me and u

today i look at u
standing near by u
ready to publish my feeling with u
but when i going to tell the truth
i heard that i cant go to 2rd class
so i was hurt
feel that i was fail
worse than i can give everything to my lover
i cant
and now i will forever stuck with a idiotic person
who is worse than i thought
i was very hate of him because he also have a same lover with me
but never might
this thing is just a little tiny thing
and too bad for me i am Yap
i cant get marry with her
because she is "_ _ _ _"
i know if i publish the person is
she will scare of me and run far apart from me
so i will respect her
and never hurt her
ever!!
i know a lot of people know that who is the person i love
but everything is going to change
who is my lover
who knows??
so i dont scared of other person who say
that i have no chance to get her heart
ya ,every people said so
all this is truthly true to me
any way i will never get far to her
just like being brother and sister