a dream which i never think before
i'm so scared when this is not a dream
happen in front of me
looking to my another one
whom i also treat him well
whom i care him better than any one
whom i saw him to refuse me all the time
what's the problem that i had done
what's the matter of between us
i'm afraid that we will no longer to be as a friend
afraid of what should i do when losing this pal
losing the one whom i will never meet again
the one who was my best part of my life
he refused me when we are in the dream i had
he shouted at me
pretended like don't know who i am
thought i was not his anymore
standing beside him
staring him
and thinking what he did
droplets fell off my eyes
why
how
when
.......
suddenly just appear in my head
.......
'i just lost a best friend'
a best friend i will never meet anymore
i felt that i'm the one who live in this world
alone.......
felt that he is the only one whom i treated as a best friend
never think before what should i do when i was
abandoned by him
never.....cause i just thought we are always best friends
a night mare came through me last night
i cried
i took a lot of method to solve this bad dream
but
he still.......
until i woke up
just knew that this was just a dream
a dream that will happen one day
will expose in front of my eyes
always hope that our friendship will never ends
but.....i was wrong
i was childish
it was just a wish
a wish that will break
in last few weeks
the wish that i always made
started breaking
began to spoil
i had saw our friendship had disturbed
between someone
between my other best friends
someone please tell me what should i do
how was i going to stay beside him who started refusing me
........
i have no idea how important he is
i have no idea why i'm suffering because of him
........
cause we are best friends since we were nine
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